So what have I done to deserve this?
After all this how can I still like you?
See there’s still more that I need to get off my chest
So keep alert I need your best interest
Don’t know what to say but I really do feel embarrassed that I miss you
And that I still want to kiss you, still want to be held within your arms
I get that nothing will ever come forward between us
I’m still shocked how it got to this stage, maybe it is a faze
I hate you so much because
I can’t dare myself to return the anger you gave me
When does the playing stop, when will you ever be real with me
Can I whisper in your ear, things I’ll like you to, do to me?
Love me, talk to me
Your lonely oh so lonely
I’ve been lonely to, because I can’t get myself to love anyone else
You’ve hurt me a lot of times, finding ways to come back to my life
I was doing so well without you, it’s too late to apologise
But yet I forgiven you, but all this was to please your heart because you wanted to ease your guilt
So I cry silently at night
Soon it will come when you’ll realize what you done
I hope you enjoyed your fun, but the sunset is beautiful
So I must go and let you know I’m officially done
Smart thing to do is to not talk to you, and sit tight as if I was under some spell.
I find it funny you closed of all contact with me, couldn’t even last without me
See how strong I am, I don’t need you
It’s more funny because after not wanting me in your life
I’m still the only person you only have to turn too.
Let it be over now, because I don’t want it to get to that stage where I cry every night
Satisfaction of my tears I can’t let it get to that point, I’m being used
Or it’s your mind again changing because you can’t seem to choose
So I thought I’ll do us both a favour and walk away, watch me walk away
Idil Ahmed Mahamed
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