April poems: Missing you

Leaving traces of my tears on the floor

Miss me, say you’ll miss me

And when I hear your voices in the streets or under the sheets 

Suddenly I become so weak

Miss me, say you’ll miss me

And I pray, too see you in my dreams

From day and night

Miss me, say you’ll miss me

I just keep distressing because I keep on memorizing,

So it’s quite depressing.

Or now and then I keep on fantasying

And I’ll hold on tight and keep a commitment in those memories.

Miss me, say you’ll miss me 

Wondering how if our love would have been so strong

Or when I hold a picture of you in my arms

And when I breathe in your scent of your shirt

To every dua I will make a wish,

You would be the one I share Janah with,

And there Allah (swt) promises us everything,

And if I make it inshallah you will be my wish to stay with for entity.

for the time being I'll be here alone, waiting. 

Until before I'm reunited with you again, I'll miss you. 

Idil Mahamad 

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