October Tears

October Tears

would I be lying if I said,

it made me stronger

when I was confronted with my fears

should of known October was to come 

October Tears 

the days I lost my soul

but that was last year 

so its again funny 

how history repeats its self

or I'm I sure its been 

following me through here

hurting me day by day 

Ibliss I know you love these tears 

I keep crying to my self

oh how you whisper to my ears

I don't want to lose myself 

hate how it feels 

I cry to my Lord 

Mix state of mind 

there's no life to my eyes 

hate this life

sharp shinny things

used to appeal 

before they used to heal 

but I know it was stupid 

October Tears 

surly October thirteen 

should be different 

feeling a little different 

ready to get rid of this chronic pain 

I know its choking me once again

when I let the tears flow 

I just wish I could talk to someone 

but it hurts so much 

that you seem to come to 

me as your dearly companion 

and I just want you 

to leave me alone 

making supplication 

was the way to go

now you don't exist 

once again like a ghost 

October Tears 

I was confronted with so many fears 

I think I'm stronger. 

Idil Ahmed Mahamed 

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