she was always right
 even when she was wrong
 for some reason i never mind letting her win
 though im no easy battle
 id argue with my shadow
 if it said i was getting to thin
 but she had the stare
 as strong as her hair
 which made it impossible to be fake
 so there was no use trying
 id be lying if i said
 i didnt dream about her
 the most vivid surreal dreams
 of heavy love making
 hot breaths
 and long pauses
 waking up next to her
 was never apart of them
 just like the dream shed be gone before evening
 not waking me up to say goodbye...
 but for some reason she always came back
 or was i so jaded
 that i could not see
 that in the mist of her control of me
 i was her puppet
 i played her game
 and when the ball was in my court id travel
 over stepping boundaries
 mixed up in my babble
 ooo ah ah hi
 never did i think
 someone could disappear before i said goodbye
 but she was a veteran....
to be continued
 Faisal Jama
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