Abti Nasir

whats keeping me going in this world

is that death will come 

imagining heaven and fearing hell

one day hoping I'll reunite with you

every jummah pray i make my dua's 

for you and the ones we've lost

sending you my love

Abti Nasir you truly deserve Jannah

when i look at a picture of you and your children,

i still break down and cry

it hurt when i heard you died

at that time i couldn't cry

held a firm grip into asking why

i felt like it was a lie

and the tears started to entwine 

wish it was me instead 

never knew missing anyone can torture ones soul

I've lost my mind in this dragging hole

I've missed the souls you raised 

it hurts I cant be apart of their lives 

and there will always be a hole

knowing I haven't got nothing of you

i just wonder if they ever remember us altogether

when we were all happy 

childhood days were full of bliss 

before it was disturbed with a haunting twist

heart breaking to even think

all this sadness I'm about to be sick.   

even though they may hate me

I'll love them anyway

wouldn't believe whats been happening ever since 

your last breath 

how Allah is putting us through the biggest test

there are so many things that people should confess

let you be and put you at rest

11 years on awards and we are still in the worst mess

but inshaaAllah with Allah's help it would be resolved

because theres nothing I can do or anyone else

Abti Nasir we just miss you 

and for all the things you done we truly appreciate it

and I want to help you too

the way you gave zakat   

I'll hand it over in behalf of your name

the way you and my hoyo would walk around the kaaba together

I'll walk around the kaaba in behalf of your name

servant of Allah, the helper and protector 

and what you truly did you helped us 

and I never felt more safe 

one day all this sadness will diminish  

all this pain would just finish 

one day inshaaAllah I'll be there with you 

with your children and grandchildren 

with your hoyo and abo 

with your wife

and your siblings 

and there Allah promises us happiness 

for entity  

O how Allah is so merciful 

knowing there would be one day a

stop to this pain and these falling tears. 

Idil Ahmed Mahamed 

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