Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Appreciation (*)

Appreciation is my dedication
I hope I dedicate to give peace to my nation
Create sense in a dream, it needs to be awakened
I was awake for some days, and..
Thinking about the tools that will move fools out in a dark end
We born with a heart, so don't pretend!
Love the things for your friends as same as the things for yourself
Appreciate the good and the worst times
Memories live forever
Like a candle that never goes off it brings true light of better
And its better to realise what you have is temporary, it doesn't last forever
They say we; "Young forever" living for materialistic wishes
They sing songs to stay young together
So blind, I feel ready guns are penetrating my longs can't hold the urine in my bladder
Its so natural to appreciate
So edible are true feelings
Glass shinning lights on the ceiling
What a metaphor
I'm so better for, the simple things in life
A brother who holds your rights
A sister that knows your dreams
And a dream that becomes reality
I believe in that dignity
I'm digging the picture but the image is pinching me
Why say never is never
Then why is it not meant to be?
Is fate not invisible like time
And is Karma not like the guardian of low waters such in a running stream
So when ones drowning in his sleep
He can be freed if his soul was in peace
In the end, Its only for God to judge
Is it hard to let go the steady hold of grudge
Bunch of flowers for the dead, will not get them back
But it will show respect
Bunch of flowers to forgive, will live to be different
Different to be wiser
Different to take a distant of the wicked
Slang used by kids, to say a good witch is wicked
Some play innocent but deep down inside grows sickness
You just a misfit!
You don't fit in!
You been abused by your bullies
But you came first in the bloody race
I see life as a driving aim
Everyone is on the steering wheel to for fill their aims
The rich smell of petrol made them faint
Monopoly Politics, we like puppets in a game
But to God, we are valued slaves at birth
Yes, we are all equal as humans but differ in ways, we choose our lanes
So may the richer shake hands with the poor, and explore similarity in symptoms
True kingdom of justice and understanding
We just standing in box to hear each confession
Not taking lessons of the lesser
Cuz, struggle in the feet makes good practise
Appreciate each blessing
Depression was not an escape
It was mainly being locked down lonely in a cave
Panicking surroundings around your body that screams, pain!
And I want to believe and appreciate
Rainy tears, they integrate on top of your face
Then it dries up, the weather changes like a mood
Seasons are perfected to unify and to open eyes
Evil eyes are in to divide the good that lies inside
I'm not on about lies that show pride
This heart speaks real of a cause
Of course I do it for Africa
Me don't want to fall off my course
Mother nature needs some patience to regroup her sons cuz they lost
What a shame
Some die to get fame
And some find burning love in someone
That's a soul mate to die for
All my love and trust is packed in one
I'm humbled by her tender care and her daring love
I don't need an applause
I just need a build nest near her soul
Cuz of her heart I adore the motivation she sends through my bedroom door
My dreams will let some minds think
Martin Luther King, let me spring in the spring water
And give some Zamzam water to
Malcolm X
I hope one X will not make a trio
And end with sex
So lost in society, I say this planet has more piety than its context
He keeps wanking on the net
While I'm stressed up to make a change
I give away what they take away, no Robin Hood
Young brothers want to dress up like a wolf and be hood
They think they are misunderstood
I think not everything is understood
But you know what's good, when are in your grave and it lights up for angels who congratulate!
That's when you know your praise to the One where not in vain
Don't let some whispers make you go insane!
Try to pray like this is your last day
5 am, you still awake, tears led you to wait for the morning prayer
So excited to communicate with your Lord
Trust, true winners are believers
So appreciate yourself
Don't loose it or abuse it
Believe in all the bad sides that forms the weak
Before appreciating the good which defines you as unique



Ahmed D
Copyright 2012  

MOTHER THE TRUE STORY

do you see the chaos ?!
pitch darkness !
the eye of the storm she is!!
scratching 
digging
fighting
in that cave 
i can see the bleeding cuts on her hands
the sweat on her body
the heavy breaths  laden by time 
but she keeps 
digging 
fighting 
chanting 
not listening to the mourning of the owls,
the blood river from the altar
or the greedy bats

look! how the pain,fear and grief are standing there desperate ?!
trying to understand 
how she is not seeing the unbearable ?!
how her eyes are hooked up with 
the bright light of the beautiful day ,
the sweaty hands rebuilding the city?! 
the joy behind the mask of sadness
incomprehensible!
how she found the way 
let the others pass she say !
how slefless 
damn it is slefless 
but this is how her soul darned together 
since the dawn of creation 
the well of mercy and passion 
she is 
a hope anthem 
a way to freedom 
a love sanctum
she is my Mother !
your Mother
she is a Mother !
a gift from God 
truly she is!!!


when our Prophet peace be upon him tried to explain and make it understandable
how Allah showers his mercy on His creations , he choosed the mother's mercy and love to her child as example ..coz nothing is comprable to that in the human world so May Allah bless my mother and grant her jannat al ferdous and all the mothers amiin  .

to all the mother suffering out there , in refugee camps , under the unhuman conditions, in the ruthless cities , struck by poverty  we pray for them..yes we pray for them.

LAST WORD IN THE MIDDLE OF YOUR BUSY LIFE , TRY TO CHERISH EVERY MOMENT WITH YOUR MOTHER  , COZ ONE DAY ONE OF U WILL NOT BE AROUND PERMANENTLY .

Ismail A. Ali
Copyright © 2012

Nuura

There is so much of her in me 
This woman. 

Stood proud. 

Head dress forming an earthly hallo 
About her voluptuous frame. 

Her name is Nuura. 

And she is light. 
Forever radiant. 

I have bathed in her
sparkle Basked in the twinkle of her love
 And learnt the pains of a woman’s womb- 
Broken whispers of almost babies 
That made her lament And retreat into herself
 Like a broken angel 
Or an angelic human 
Whispering in virtuous calm- 
Bismillahi rahmani raheem. 

They said that bleeding 
Would make me a woman 
And loving a man 
Would make me bleed 
A different kind of love. 

She taught me that blood
 Could also break a woman
 And that tears 
Made even angles human. 
That humans- 
Sometimes came in the form of demons-
 And demons- sometimes looked like friends. 

That forgiveness
 Make’s the broken -whole
 And the secret to happiness
 Lay in gentle remembrances of Laa illaha illallaah. 
The velvety chuckles Of man and wife. 
And in the soft caresses between mother child. 

Between her 
and I. 

There is no woman
 Like her. 

Her name is Nuura. 

And she is light.
 Forever radiant. 

Farah Gabdon
Copyright © 2009

Tribute to Arfa Karim Randhawa - Elegy

It is a mournful day for the black and white,
As the inevitable death snatched miss Arfa Karim like a kite,
Without forewarning us arrange for her mourning rite.

She was not snatched but taken away by the Almighty God,
The powerful Creator and the Benevolent lord,
I ask Him to forgive me for employing "snatch" that is odd.

We burry her body for today,
But carry her legacy every day,
And keep her name without nay.

Let us all mourn and cry,
At once weep and sigh,
To the gifted soul say goodbye.

Let us attend her funeral without my,
Attire not formal clothing and tie,
But for prayer take our hands high.

Avoiding faults, abstain from saying fie,
Dropping sorrowful tears from eye to eye!
As we are all like the feeling of one guy!

Shush! I am sending condolence,
To her parents and siblings in confidence,
I am sharing the pain with them in patience.

May Allah rehouse her in paradise!
As He made her active and wife,
And awarded her ingeniousness as prize.

Not only Pakistan lost Arfa Karim Randhawa,
But she is mourned for in the heart of Somalia,
All over around the world, here and there.

Her manner outgoing and genial,
Her conduct well-behaved and desirable,
And in thinking, genius and intellectual.

Her smiling attractive and admirable,
Her colour arresting and invariable,
In technology, inventive and reliable.

Her shape slim and beautiful,
Her height medium and wonderful,
Her vision innovative and powerful.

At school, she was so bright and brilliant,
At home, she was acceptable and obedient,
And to her nation, she was lovable and compliant.

To the world, she was creative and significant,
To her peers, she was a role model and a knight,
And to the Muslims, she was productive and important.

Mohamed Abdikaadir Daud (Stanza)
Copyright © 2012

Mohamed Abdikadir (Stanza) who is a Somali Poet and author based in Khartoum where he is pursuing Postgraduate studies in Peace and Development Studies mourns for the sudden death of the award-winning Pakistani genius and the World's Youngest Microsoft Certified Professional, Arfa Karim Randhawa, who passed away on 14th January, 2012.

Soulful Wishes

I got my eyes closed 
My mind holds 
Precious invitations from the heart to the soul 
Stereo rhymes spoke real of soulful wishes 
Blessings from above like nutritions 
Meditation a peace of mind 
Like you been missing 

From the letters that I wrote 
And the notes that I typed up on a BB 
Upload it straight on FB 
It must be the feeling that plays around me, lonely 
Lonely to keep a distant of the phoney's 
Real with myself, on myself, me & myself 
Not three, cuz TV never showed me 
How to be free 
The media and the news 
And me still swinging to my blues on my balcony 
If I jump out, then I'm out in the in air 
Let me feel how the falcon breathes 
And what it sees, scooped in to win 
I bet the sniper bleeds 
Drops of rain 
My heart awaits that day of joy and pain 
And that final day when it stops in silence 
I'm still flying with birds and I'm not even sharing breadcrumbs 
The journey to the grounds of death 
But my beds wants to spread out a blanket of resistance 
Its missing my presence 
A lonely tear of soulful wishes 
My soul is full of vivid pictures 
See I print it out 
No appetite for copycats 
Straight dismissing 
And I'm fishing stars while a dark kitten whispered 
Bitten by that scratchy tone 
Now I'm energised 
How can I lean on the squeaky house mice 
Memorised memories of memoirs 
Kept in my pockets 
Deep thoughts like rockets 
Sought to shed a light in the sky 
My friends were a lie 
More like a Villain inside 
The trust is lost 
I'm not a hero 
If I must be some one outside the box 
Then Robert de nero 
Fake as we running for a image 
For what is high must once come down to zero 
His arms lift up wide in the sky 
Look a like he's crucified in Rio de Janeiro 
Me I split the eye of the Pharaoh 
So far in the Nile I feel like I'm swimming near my own home 
Singing like I'm on a bears throne 
My words are on top of my head no halo, no one is feeling me 
Dark scenery, when I close my eyes 
I live in my heartbeat 
I rest my soul 
We will dream in nights 

I got my eyes closed 
My mind holds 
Precious invitations from the heart to the soul 
Stereo rhymes spoke real of soulful wishes 
Blessings from above like nutritions 
Meditation a peace of mind 
Like you been missing 


Ahmed D
Copyright ©2011

Leaf Lecture

from the window i saw them
leaves  wearing the yellow dress
burying their smile in the shades 
i kept wondering ,
why they left the green
why they didnt resist the fall 
the wind convied my words 
as it usually does !!
and i get that look from them !
look that washed by years of wisdom
saying :
Oh fool. that is life !!
life with all it's colors and tastes 
with every smile there is a tear 
with every dawn there is a night 
with every death there is a birth 
and by contrast the beauty is recognized
our lives are seasons 
so be thankful for the good moments 
and be patient when it gets tough
so fool it is our time to leave
if you still didn't recognize !!!

Ismail A. Ali
Copyright © 2012

Let Me

Let me lay you down
and caress your body’s curves
with my hands
like easterly winds in spring do
over Kilimanjaro

Let my lips run their course
on the soft skin of your upper body
kissing all angles
leaving no crevasses or beauty marks neglected

Let me hold you tight
with unconditional care
and our bodies warmth nurturing each others spirit
like a mother holding its first born child
in a land filled with infertility

Let my eyes survey your figure
investigating its perspicuous form
for any distinct features I haven’t already discovered
like a hawk over the African plains searching for prey

Let me rub you with organic oils
sending your heat and cold receptors
wilder than animals in the Amazon
bringing out the shine and rich color of your skin
to represent you as it should

Let my senses feed on your perfection
let them indulge in the essence of satisfaction.
let me be alone in the pleasure of appreciating you as art
let me Love everything there is to love about you
alone and uncontested

Ahmed Knowmadic
Copyright © 2012

Oppressed

They say I am oppressed
Because of the way I dress
Because my shirts cover my breast and you can’t tell the size of my hips or chest?
See you live in a world where less skin is best, and designer labels means your blessed
But what about everything else, what about the rest, what about your respect
Oppressed from what?  My dad, brother, uncle, husband, cousin
You think he is forcing me, but no he doesn’t
 And you say you will help me get freedom, but your freedom is my oppression,
 I’m sorry for the misconception
But your perception of my reality
Is not really my actuality
Because in my eyes I am FREE
I’m free from the Holloywods and TMZ
So-called Labels of Beauty
For beauty is in the eye of the beholder
And this beholder is no less bolder
Than any women in a low-top shirt, that has every pervert looking up her skirt
So tell me which freedom do you prefer?

Nasra Osman
Copyright © 2011

Heart Ache

Tonight

I want to feel my heart ache.


To feel it quake

Then break onto itself

And spill its contents

So I can see.


I have lost count

Of the number of sins it conceals

And beats into my blood.


A steady lump

Rising to the back of my throat,

And I am choking on fear.


On the smell of burnt flesh

Against a blazing fire

Whose fuel is

Men and stone.


I am choking on regret

And despair of a heart

that does not feel

until the pain

of melting skin

and scalding water

is all too real.


I am gagging on

Torments that never end

iron chains

and food

melting wombs

from the inside out.


I am choking

On every moment of neglect

And every second glance

That wasn’t mine to have.


I have never felt so far

From the beauty

Of a life

Held firm by Islam.


Tonight

I have felt my heart ache

and quake

Then break onto itself

And I have seen its contents.


Tonight

My heart is full of regret.

And hope.


I am kneeling for forgiveness.

And searching for the sweetness of a faith

That drips from eyes

Wet in awe at the wonders of creation,

And the softness of a heart

That trembles at the

Gentle melodies

In the words of God.

Farah Gabdon
Copyright © 2010